Navreen's Space

Just for few moments
Our story took place
Then got lost in grave
u'd know that's all it takes to drown
If u cared u'd set it down

I hold on tight to memories
and dream another reverie (daydream)
When u had strength n self-control
I fear that u hav been misplaced
Tht I'm not enough to glue
The tiny, shattered parts of u
Searching for depth
Searching for love
Though it scares to death

Questions have come but the answers have not ..i end up blaming myself

It's the secrets I've kept tht I fear will tear us apart
Though I need u by heart
tht wounds I have tried hard to hide
I can't change death into life
There is a silence between us
chasm of doubt and of fear
the reason you never hear
is cuz I never speak
hard buT god's grace can heal
damn frustrated I feel

Faith breaks so easily when my heart has grown numb
Just so damn tired by long way run
Well 2 moan n to cry n feel guilt
strong walls tht I've built
I hav tried n tried but have I really tried?
Or simply muttered these prayers?

Though I often hate you, I desire to love you
I try to cover up the scabs and the wounds
But there is a hope in me that just will not die
Though I have often attempted to kill it
I crave ur arms around me, ur kisses on my face
But most of all ur forgiveness
  
To hav faith I must then act
To act I must hav love
To love I must confess
To confess I must then trust & it's easy to say that we can survive
it's easy to promise but so hard to trust
but there is a voice that keeps calling us home
a voice, which claims HE IS ENOUGH
I pray that our hands will again know a touch!!

For one moment

Everything is perfect

May be it’s just an imperfection reflection

Another moment..Everything is wrecked

Leaves with rejection..Fades away the connection!!

Is that what we worthy?

Naïve, little naughty

Embrace with innocence face

Massive pure heart..

Here goes my another dream

Full of love chase

Unbelievable start

Heart to heart

Goes with kiss..baby your mine

One of my kinds

Asked for my hand

To take one chance

Being with me just mine

Like endless time

Though I’m insecure

For my every hurt

He wants to be the cure

About world

Don’t give a damn

In imperfect habits

A perfect man?

Way he goes

Got a lot to say

Being close can’t breath

Loose words to speak

All perfect in right way

Heart felt bare safe

Wiped my tears away

His shoulder to lean on

Love tones and tones

Went with flow

To never leave each other alone

Tells how heart feels

Goes you’re my queen

Dreams were crazy

Me and my baby

I know I was wrong

I felt so bad

Dint walk along

Was confused

Didn’t want to refuse

After thinking

Not once or twice

But thousand times

I choose myself to sacrifice

Things changing sinking

Can live without you

Is how I’m pretending

A beginning with no ending

Me around circles of lie

No one to wipe my eye

Time to leave

Moments of grief

I count step he takes

When I got up from sleep

Turns my world back to fake

xXx NAVREEN xXx

Girl who was scared to be her own is gone

Who learnt first word DAD..One she couldn’t have

Was bought up by fairy tales..Her world was with grand mum.

One day even she left all went numb

So much to hide and such a little heart

World was felt apart right from the start

Grand mum was gone by giving little girl a hope

“Prince will come and change the life

Of my princess within time”

That naïve little girl with innocent face chased that phase

She was left alone all her own

Was scared to face a stranger

Stood at a point

Her own people were the danger

Went through hard days

Helpless with fear and nonstop tears

With a hope of someone will appear

Lived up with a smile

Mask over lonely heart and numb eyes

Still people couldn’t bear

Whereas just loving words she was dying to hear

Gave away all she had

Wonder why people were still mad

She really couldn’t understand

Finally she got it

That no prince is going to appear

It was just a hope to rise

To tackle tough days and become wise

Dear Heart

Language of love people don’t understand. So prepare shatter!!

Navreen

XxX